Her cellphone was off when I tried calling the first time during my break time, and there after, no answer despite several rings. I have a strong feeling that she’s still around but under an avoiding mode.

I need to keep hold my emotions well and not let it go berserk, since I have been unable to reach her for the last 2 days with that message she’s going away. The wall of trust has been crumbled since she went abroad for so long and I have done my part of apology on that message which was to meant for a friend.

with all those "socially-powerful" and going up to the top?