One of the disturbing evenings by far that I had.

While I had done up the tidying of work to my best, the Queen had not seemed all satisfied even after I've updated the King.  So there goes, the "endless siren" which I thought was all unnecessary.  That kept me stuck till 7pm before I could make my way off.

The effects were like a mental blaze and I thought that it'll be better that I focus on things that I can do to make myself happier.  So this evening, some coke and vodka to unwind over since dearie will having a dinner with her colleagues.

Hopefully, after a few doses of the mix, it'll work as the "killswitch" for this unnecessary torment.