I went in, did my best; things appear to be in order but I still did not go through.  Oh well, so there goes another wastage of my money again and the only option was to resit till I make it.  It'll be rebooked on a shorter gap this time though.

Leather shoes, shirt and pants.  When can I ever make them a minority attire in my life?  It's getting sicklier by the day if I am truthful to myself.  There certainly must be more unhealthy reasons that are  causing these repeated failures.  As it accelerates, the Order of the White has to be called upon more often.

I don't know how much more it's going to cost my lifeforce.