朽木百哉のブォグ

Rainy yet wonderful weather made the night an excellent time to retire for the night, after watching some flatland videos and catching up with Anton, to get ready for Training Day tomorrow.

The day went by pretty quickly that I hardly had time to gather my thoughts to pen down; it was a switch-mode day where I had to handle inbound and carry out my callback duty.

Managed to catch up with the new colleagues known at NATAS, and also with Mandy who has been mugging late into the night; so managed to catch up with her just before I left.

Focus on the more important things such as my work; getting important matters resolved, as well as all my efforts to make my online business work; need more time to really sit down to get the engine running.

Cough is better now, but still sporting a husky voice with a disrupted vocal channel.

Just a couple more days to endure to the end of the week.

Woke up after a 7 hour rest; feeling slightly better compared to yesterday except for a blocked nose.

Upcoming National Day, we will be celebrating my dad's 60th birthday.

Still have a little time to squeeze in some workout since I'm feeling much better in the muscular sector.

She has certainly changed a lot after her trip; something which I’m not comfortable with as she has seemed care-less about me despite all the care and concern for her.

Some people can call me a fool for that but I guess it has reached a limit. I have been observing the contribution ratio over these period and it shows the most come from my side. It’s not that I want to be calculative, but rather, received is not sufficient and satisfactory.

I hope she will reciprocate accordingly and be as lovable as before, after all these tough times we had gone through, instead of being so strong-headed and ignoring me. I certainly despise having such a partner.

As time goes by, it seems that I have to let loose things between us, as work slowly regulates with my recovered chakara.

Tomorrow will be Mid Battle Week, and resumption of the long hours at work, including my regular workout.

Head a little groggy but taking good hold of my emotions as I need to cope for another hour till the end of the day. The law of equivalent trade will always exist; if she wants to pursue her own “freedom”, then she will lose the most important thing in life.

Woke up feeling better after a cup of Chinese medication despite still having a stuck nose; all that's encumbering me. Need to avoid heaty and oily food.

I need to put my emotions aside as I continue to endure till the end of the week, which will also be a public holiday and a good rest for me, from the long, 12-day work week.

Finally managed to identify all of them in the photo taken during NATAS.

The day had been quite tough on my throat and nose due to the sore throat and flu, but had managed to get through it; dozed off while taking the bus back; at least I could sustain myself at my limit.

I'll continue to do my own things; should she really treasure me, she will come.

Feeling cold despite after taking some cooked food at an ultra late lunch…groggy in the head yet having a terrible voice while coping through the day.

I’ve managed to transfer the photos to my computer, but unable to find the colleagues’ names, whom I’ve taken pic during NATAs yesterday.

Back to work.